The Secret Of The Moment When Life Is Hard

Some days can meet you with suffering and problems.

Life is not easy.

In a while it can be easy, but problems will meet us on the way.

I have problems with a jaw and it is very painful side effect of the medication and get me into blues of suffering that could have been prevented if the doctors listened to me and my health experience and how my body function on medication.

But i dont give up.

In all this i have managed to have a day with presence for the moment.

I have been together with me and felt how i feel in accepting peace around my suffering.

I have been on visit and had strawberries and vanilla sauce.

A taste of summer.

I eat regularly every third hour and always when i am hungry.

And it is very healthy food.

Fruit and oatmeal and a lot of water.

I got out to the farm my bicycle today so i can go further on my adventures here on the little island.

The garden stands with flowers and i have photographed them and brought in a bouquet of flowers for the living room.

It helps to keep the house tidy and clean.

The secret of seizing the moment is to let go and live in acceptance. 

To not always be on the run from emotions.

At once you let go and dont hide from yourself you will reach inner peace and joy,

even in hard times.

In my living room i have lighted a candle with smell of vanilla and ginger and placed in front a book i have had since i was a teenager.

It is a book about Lipizzaner Horses 

and i never let go of the dream in owning one.

It is really work horses and not the best dressage horses.

I will use the one i buy when i can afford one to therapy riding,

because it is peaceful and stable horses.

I live this day with peace, and humor over my kitten Buster.

He play hide and seek with me and is very sneaky around in the house.

Today he has not made noises and is more safe.

He eats and drinks well

and still hide away from the camera.

I hope you find balance in you're life

and rest for you're heart,

so you can recover and get up for a life filled with adventures.

But in all ages we need to rest and recover.

And seize the day in finding beauty and peace

together with dreams around you.