How To Knit A Fairytale.

I wanted to create something cosy for my son.

I want to knit a rug that he can keep himself warm in the winter.

I am not the best knitter and learn everyday.

The magic in knitting is that it exercise you're mind to keep in full consentration.

I will create a rug with 366 patches.

One patch for everyday in the year.

Yesterday when i was about to fall asleep in focused in dreaming about the year.

How it is given to us that there are all different days for all of us.

The weather and the nature shapes different forms everyday.

I want to follow the year close. 

How it change everyday for us and how we have to plan to live close to the nature.

Sleepy autumn days is this carpet for.

To know that every season has its mood for us.

It has been a good day today.

I have been out walking for exercise,

and to dinner with my mother.

To love like a looney all can do,

and the best thing is to be a cosy looney.

People find laughter when you show you're crazy side.

Not all days are as good as this,

but i have had a very healing day and stay close to nature.

To knit a fairytale for someone you love is to knit with colorful yarns and keep in spirit so you finish.

This rug is under knitting with all my love to my son,

to help him stay close to nature and freedom.

Loving nature keeps you free all the time.

Have a good day.

Darius Rucker - Wagon Wheel

How To Become A Looney And Be Proud Of Yourself.

Today i had a friend to cut my hair. It is not done at the best yet, but i went from long hair to zero hair for a while ago. It was all for the purpose of setting a stand for cancer patients and to say that there has to be given more money for research on medicine for cancer.

I have reached the age 43 and know that i am getting older and so does my body.

I have been under treatment for a mental illness for over six years.

It has been and extraordinary travel inside my own mind.

The result of the crazy years is a poem novel that will be released this autumn.

I work for preventing suicide and know by the years in units that i best work for this in units where i am a patient myself. 

There is laughter, tears and understanding.

The world got to crazy for me, so i hospitalized myself in the year 2002.

I have found out that the world has not become any better.

I hope by the true love i have for patients in the same environment as me that love will survive.

It is hard to have people always wanting to say and write something about you in journals.

So i make up something when i want to.

That is the free thing about being one of the looneys in the world that you can do nearly anything.

It is really not a cage or a prison feeling when you look at the situation that there are poverty and starvation in the world.

I work with novels and want to make this blog a place for people that want to create a lifestyle that they can stand for with you're own identity.

It do not need to cost much to live a happy life.

I have my downs.

But for the most i experience peace and a lot of good and relaxation in sleep.

I have holiday nearly all the time.

I get some days very tired and then all i do is writing poems.

If you have mental problems hospitalize yourself and seek help for you're illness.

There is always hope to live a good life.

To become a looney all you need to do is to talk about the truth in the world.

That the world suffers from a lot of crisis, from war, terror and starvation.

It was all that happening to me.

But i survive, and have more good laughs in the psychiatric health field than when i was well.

I will follow up with my story and all i wanted to say today was :

" Hello... I am still alive and feeling a lot of love. "

To feel is the key to stay alive.

I got a free hair cut today and liked it a lot.

Be proud of yourself for being a citizen of the world... 

You can make a difference.