Soul Identity System

I have been reading psychology for over 20 years and know a lot in bought the fields positive psychology and coaching.

What i will write about today is :

" The Right To Be You. "

The right to be you is a right of life since the day you was born.

A little child has struggled on the way to be an adult.

A healthy adult is an adult that draw lines to others behavior that is destructive towards you're own being and the way for you to fulfill you're inner potential and you're dreams.

Do not let anyone ruin you.

I have for years resembled into a pattern where i have just been in peace.

It was the way to be treated good in the psychiatric field and to get out.

I have yet to understand why i do not have the right to be angry ?

It is a natural feeling in humans and also a set for us all to react in our defense system.

It had been weird if i just sat peaceful and reacted nothing to isolation of me.

I was isolated with nearly no communication to the outer world.

When this happens the nursing and the doctors needs to work with high professional skills.

Something they did not do. I was injured by the isolation and still suffers from post depression and trauma. The real thing happening is that i am starting to understand why they did it towards me.

It includes that i take my case to the court system to file and acclaim to the state of Norway on bad treatment, breaking of human rights and ruining of my life.

But the real thing i wanted to talk about is to survive and handle nearly impossible questions.

It is for people to hold on to the right of life,

and the right to be you.

No matter what others tell you.

I am well and has post depression.

I take anti depressive that i asked for myself, 

no doctor ordered it for me.

They should really have had that care for me.

The last months have been difficult.

But you and I walk on.

The urge in you to rise again as a human,

and being allowed to be human is a central right in all humans.

Do not let anybody control you.

I developed a high sense of ego.

The idea of who you are and the presence in you to build and to have an identity.

You must make to make it in this world a good sense of a self.

The human you are has needs.

This needs you must nurse yourself.

And when you find out this needs and how to make them fulfilled you start to discover the true sense of a self with a strong identity.

To be able to make choices and decisions is easier when you are true to yourself.

You form an identity that is clear.

The ego is not a negative thing.

It is an idea in the psychology to be able to construct and having a self of an human.

You find out who you are true problems.

Experience give you the clear meaning of life.

Hold on no matter what you are going through.

Make yourself a plan of what you want and the true meaning is :

" Make the best of who you are and you're own potential. "

When you do this happiness start to occur and a natural way for you of living reveals itself.

The Eagles- DESPERADO-HD

Attention Seeking / Everyday Crime

The world has a lot of different personalities. Some of us seek a lot of attention on others.

I dont. I live a peaceful life at a farm, and blogg because i sometimes feel bored and has the urge for telling a true story about myself. I live in a little society and a small municipal and seek attention in small parts to get friends and love. That is a honest mission in life. It is okay to tell that you are lonely. The other side is people seeking attention in you by discussing something that they really dont know much about. I find that people seek attention in what i have been through because it is an exiting and thrilling part in psychology. The weird thing is that nobody asks me on what the true part of my life is. I know that people discuss me a lot. But they dont seek me. It is not paranoia. I know it is going on. When people seek attention all the time, it can be seen on as narcissism. And i find that some doctors finds it developing to read about my case and make judgements. The true part is that it is a severe depression that has made my symptoms of illness. I have gotten antidepressiva and starts to heal. That also includes that i blogg less. Because i dont have the need so much to tell what is the real thing. The real life is that we all seek attention, but when someone steal you're life to be better and starts to talk bad about the person they compete with it is narcissism. Real problems with a person is not narcissism. I believe the society will change in knowing good psychology. Psychology that seeks to make people ( and also animals ) to act they're best on a mission to serve mankind in the way the people has capacity to change interpersonal relations to the better. Love is a language all knows. But when people all the time make a problem out of another persons illness it can be seen on as a way to seek attention and ruin the life of an ill person. This is going on with me. I nearly do not talk to so very much people. Because i have found out that i want to live in peace and not conflicts. When i get better people start to play games with me and compete. It is really hard when my true intention is to make people at they're best in they're own way. I blogg to reveal the presense of The Lord above in all that i am doing. To seek a little bit attention is not an illness. But when you all the time make a problem out of others there is a case for the psychiatric. I find out that people discuss me and dont know anything because they dont ask me on what is going on.

Attention seeking is an urge in people. All want love. But i dont want attention all the time. I found a book in a vintage store of a man living in peace. The picture gave me a sense in what i wanted with my life without copying his life. 

I have to move maybe from the farm in what other people do towards me because of my writing and my illness. It is hard to make it through in a place where people has a lot to mean about you. Without asking for the real mission. The mission with me is love for all in a natural ethical way.

People can think and mean whatever they want, but when people stalk you and tells stories that is not true about you, you know you are not the real case. There is other cases. 

I am worried that i will not make it through with people in the community because i know from a letter i got from the municipal head quarter that i am not wanted in the community.

It is hard when i have lived and loved here all the time.

I seek attention in the little by giving my stories a line to make people suffering to live a good life without much money and less friends. There is always good friends. But the people who always see you're illness and focus on that you really should  stay away from because it will not make you healthy. The people that give you equal attention in a give and receive relationship is the best ones healing you. People are kind to me. But some play mental games with me and tell stories. I get to hear a little of this and knows that someone wanted to play me out. I know that all will loose in the end with the knowledge that i dont play and put peoples life at risk.

I do not tell anymore. Other that i am kind, but very sad and in sorrow over people seeking attention and playing a role with people they do not know.

Seek attention for the urge of healing another person.

Attention you get with making the day better for someone that has had it very bad.

That is really the true goal in all christianity and what God wants you to do.

To be seen as a good person by someone suffering from a mental illness is a good quality you can take with you on the way on developing yourself to a better person.

I see very little of that around me and move soon to be together with patients and recovered people that really understand that problems will always occurs.

But that the true healing is together with people that knows and has learned from seeing that love is the only thing that survives. 

Seek true love in other persons and you find yourself as a better person.

Audioslave - Be Yourself

Ethical Health

The way you present yourself can be the most important thing in the society we live in.

Sometimes you can question who you are as an individual.

It is possible to change the way people think about you in the way you dress and how you present you're face with make up.

I was hospitalized for a while and used a Metallica t-shirt.

The doctors were nearly more interested in Metallica and the t-shirt, than in what my communication said to them by words.

I got that time a message from the doctor that it was nearly no hope for me as an human.

The way you look at humans may reveal itself by the way you're perception is.

Behind a Metallica t-shirt a very kind woman revealed herself.

My fellow patients got help from me and they was the only ones motivating me to go on with my life. 

Clothing can give you a new life.

My next hospitalization i was wearing very good hiking clothes in a sporty way.

The result was that my diagnose went away with another doctor.

I question a lot in how society look at people.

An ethical way to promote health is to dress sporty and kind.

The realization in what power clothing has can give you a new perspective on other humans and life in general. I think i will think a lot about clothing.

I try to dress casual and without promoting myself as a sexual human.

I really want to discover life and the ethical terms in wellbeing.

I want to be human.

Not

Perfect.

The paradoks in showing up ethical casual is that you find the good and honest conversation in people. Not all the time, but in most of the time.

I dress not for success.

I try to make my own living in being natural and ethical as a nurse.

You can achieve anything you want with a good heart.

Is it really so important how we dress ?

I dont look at peoples clothing to get to understand the human i talk to.

There is a someone behind the clothes.

I buy a lot of clothes at the salvation army outlet with vintage clothes.

I can find there nearly anything and sometimes good brands.

There is something in me that do not want to be the best.

Because being the best is nearly inhuman.

You get a lot of weight on your shoulders to try to fix everything all the time.

It is really not possible.

In my blogg i will show the human side of ethical health and clothing.

To give people a realistic look at life and who they can be.

I think there is a revolution in clothing and what we want to dress up for.

You can be dresses for any occasion in a t-shirt and jeans and the right shoes.

If you only dare to be yourself.

There is a presentation in us in what we chose to live after in our clothing.

But remember that many people dont care about they're clothing.

And some dont make to dress the way they want to.

A casual life can hide the extraordinary by wearing a smile and good make up.

I am in my forties and it feels this way to also.

Remeber to look the way you really want to be.

A natural feeling, comes with natural clothes.

I think the society is in wrong direction in people trying to make it the best way all the time.

Never underestimate the feeling of just ordinary comfy clothes.

Be you and try to be ethical to save the world.

You chose you're destiny in you're own creation of everyday style.

Be the master of you're health by showing the true you.

Not what beauty magazines tells you.

It do not show the real life.

We need also work clothes and a life is created in knowing that sometimes it is perfect, sometimes casual and sometimes ugly.

You`re self esteem will grow in showing the real you, because then you build up a life with identity.

The Greatest Speech Ever Made

To Be Happy

We are facing a new time.

Much will happen the next years and my advice is to stay happy.

To find out what makes you happy is to discover life.

You have to focus on you're life and find out what brings you happiness.

It can also be to re discover you're life.

That after all you have a lot to be happy for.

Sometimes it can be to be a happiness explorer.

To reach out to new landscapes and find that new experiences brings you happiness.

I am wondering about moving to the city Aalesund.

I want to try the city life and be social again.

I have lived on a farm, and it is great.

But i found out that people are different and have various missions in life.

I love the farm and it will be hard to leave the fantastic nature and the wildlife here.

But i need to be social and not so lonely anymore.

I am honest in that i feel lonely 

and work towards goal that i will reach a new plattform in life where people give me the greatest joy.

I have a lot to work with on my novels.

And in spite of all happening with hospitalizations, medications and people not understanding my situation, there is always hope.

A doctor understood that i am not schizophrenic but rather bipolar.

He understood what is happening to me with mental tricks from others.

To blogg is to put you're life out in public.

I want to show people love and kindness can be found in all,

and that situations and conflicts can become something to grow on with communication and forgiveness.

In forgiveness you find the key to great happiness.

To take a closer look on that people are not how you really believed they were.

My greatest strength is that i can forgive.

I find happiness in forgiving and knowing that after all we are only humans.

Even though we are very precious.

I am in for a new discovery about moving to the city and work with my plans and goals for the future and create love in all i do.

I want people to find they`re own true way

so they dont step in front of another way to destroy what you build up.

People can be cruel and not want you to succeed in what you do.

Be not afraid to step out of the line 

and be thoughtful for a while.

Also by changing direction in what you believe can be the discovery of new life.

I believe in change,

i believe all can succeed in what they want to do.

And i believe there is love for all.

Just hold on and work with you're future, by finding out that maybe the life you live now is more than enough.

We dont really know what waits in the future.

But we are all humans and can't afford to take to high risks with the world and peoples lives.

Try to find out what makes you happy right now. 

Keep on the good habits you have

and

make a change if you are feeling depressed or chaotic.

To find the golden highway is to find out that it is a line you walk to hold on to what is true in you're life.

Sometimes it can be hard and you need to work on what makes you happy.

But to stay true to yourself and the people you love is the true way to authentic happiness. That nobody can steal from you.

Shel Silverstein - Daylight Dreamer

U2 - I'll Go Crazy If I Don't Go Crazy Tonight (Animated)

Bruce Springsteen - Nothing Man

Norwegian truckdriver sings amazingly like Elvis.

Jimmy Nail - Cowboy Dreams (Original Video Clip)

Alicia Keys - Holy War (Lyric)

Johnny Cash I Walk the Line

Metallica: Hardwired (Official Music Video)

U2 - Original Of The Species