A Mile With A Dog.

Today i walked in the nature with a dalmatian and it was a good walk.

But passed scenes from a healthy life entered my mind and remembered me on how i used to be.

I felt grieve over myself and all i have been through.

But the dog kept me in good spirit and as myself.

She was very humble towards me and kind.

She kissed my check as if telling me :

" All will be all right in a while. "

Dogs are very kind towards me and i love them with my life.

They keep me in good spirit and greets me as myself.

There are no stigmata in a dog of a mental disorder.

To be kind is easy with dogs and they make me behave like myself again.

I walked for an hour with the dog together with the owner of the dog.

It got a bit of my memory back of happier days.

I cut my hair today also and is not with long golden blonde hair anymore.

I shaved of all my hair this summer for the cancer case and research on cancer.

To tell everybody where my heart is.

I will grow out the hair again.

But i think i will shave it off again to the summer.

A walk for a mile today got me in contact with my feelings.

I am better now in the evening and have had good laughs.

A Walk In The Sun

It has been a while since i have blogged and there has been a reason why.

I have been in grieve and a lot of trouble.

But all can come to an end if you just hold on.

I felt a bit of depression and grieve today.

Life holds all kinds of emotions and it is a lie that it is all glory days.

But today i felt the spring.

I got up and walked to the seaside.

By the seaside here on the islands here is a vintage store.

I stopped there and bought a book support shelf and two books about :

" Moby Dick " By Herman Melville.

It is said that life will change after reading Moby Dick.

I sat by the seaside for an hour and watched the boats go by.

The motors in the boats is like a sound of the oceans heart beat.

I love that sound.

I also got to see a spy ship from the army go by extremely fast.

I do not know why, but i got a bit depressed about all about war and defense.

It is hard that mankind needs such things to keep mankind safe.

I just let the thought go and sat and read and enjoyed lunch.

It was fresh water from a bottle and a chicken wraps.

I was not so very hungry and is working with getting better in shape.

Todays stay by the seaside opened me to feelings.

I felt for crying sometimes and also felt a sense of peace.

It has been hard years for me the last few years.

But i hold on still.

The afternoon i will spend reading :

" Moby Dick. "

And see if my life change.