This weekend i started a new chapter in my life with " Rodeomile. "
I decided on two hours notice to go and visit my son and his girlfriend in the capitol of Norway Oslo.
I did som re- investigation of my life and rediscovered new insights to life and the life i have been living. It was a beautiful time in the capitol Oslo.
I arrived Friday morning and entered the hotell " Radisson Blue Oslo. "
They greeted me with a good deal that i got a room at 9 o`clock in the morning so i could sleep well after traveling the whole night with bus.
I was at peace and exited over being back on my feet again and managing traveling and felt joy and peace with being in motion with life.
I travelled calm, easy and kind.
It was cosy to take the bus and i managed to sleep and the driver was kind and secure.
I felt safe.
It was a weekend of rediscovering.
I had not been out traveling since 2007 and it was about on hight time to do a little work for myself with expanding my life and take an adventure.
I do not manage to get my memory card from my photo camera to work on my computer so i can only show pictures taken with the iPhone i got.
The national museum of art had an exhibition about the lonesome cowboy and smoking commercials. I felt pleases and lucky to see this part of lifestyle shown at the national museum.
I think to be a cowboy is one of the most beautiful state of mind to be in and a way of living that brings you close to nature, yourself and connection with animals.
I felt lucky and with joy the whole weekend.
I was very safe in the streets of Oslo and felt safer than in my own home community.
I walked around feeling small and humble and one in the crowd and was comfortable with that.
I met some celebrities and a famous norwegian writer that laughed at me and my red purse.
It was a memory for life.
I am kind and visited my son on surprise.
He got very happy to see his mother more well of traveling than in years.
I had such a good time that i did not want to go back to my own home of living in because of all the stress there now.
I almost cried and felt small and humble.
The bus ride back was a time in thoughts in how fragile this life can be.
I came home and wondered about all the night philosophy and mental health and understood that problems are created by environment and lack of stability.
I dared for some years ago to take a walk on the wild side, and got addicted to that way of living.
I understand now in my 40`ties that that lifestyle is never coming back.
I got home and felt worried and a bit of fear because all of the stress here.
But i managed to smile and show courage and tell about my blessings from the weekend in Oslo.
But the traveling blues tells me that i probably have a heart on the run for life.
That the heart for me as a home will be the traveling road.
I felt for traveling more and build stable connections with people that are safe and kind.
I understand that i learned a lot, also that i can quit smoking.
I hardly smoked on the weekend travel.
I slept well and had great dinners in different places of the city.
Oslo was kind to me and lifted my spirit.
I was not tired there.
When i got back home i got drained of energy and felt problems creeping up my spine.
I have to say that it will probably not be long before i hit the road again to some other place in Norway.
Radisson Blue gave me a room on 18 floor with a fantastic view and i had freedom in mind to be all me and that was enough and i dont do so much about myself.
There is funny stories from the trip and good clothes bought vintage.
I will come back to this tomorrow.
Norway is blessed with snow and beautiful landscapes and i am thankful to have seen the blue hours from the bus ride home.
And all goes to a picture in the national museum of art.
" Winternight " :
I have to thank my son and his girlfriend for making my life better and so much love for them that i did not want to leave for home.
I wanted to be on the road traveling.
Some choose this way of living.
I found out i need to get a stable base, and so i am ready to travel the world for less money than usual.
Radisson Blue gave me a good deal on the room and had great service and let me hold the room to late night on sunday so i could have a place to rest before i travelled home.
The conclusion is that in right environment all mental disorders are cured and you get to feel the free spirit of the road.
I am about to do a little walk about for this coming weekend and visit someone i love with all my heart. I went to the hairdresser to get blonde again.
A hair dresser student got free attitude with me to do whatever she wanted with my hair.
This was the result.
It is done at the hair dresser saloon :
" Haarmakeren "
in Ålesund.
They was experts in what they did.
I got the best treatment ever with them and free mocca coffee and water.
And had some nice talks with them.
It is fun to have short hair and trick with it.
I am in the library now to relax and pic out novels for this journey i am about to take.
Today i walked in the city and did some errands, i had to get a new passport for traveling. I want to travel around in Europe this coming summer and do some walkabouts in different countries.
It is possible to live a good life even when you suffer.
Today was a good day and i went to a vintage store called :
" Fretex "
It is run by the Norwegian Salvation Army and you can do some good buys there.
There was a lot of good buys but i needed to guard my money.
I bought this leather coat and i fell in love with it.
It did not cost med more than 50 USD.
I bought also a Levis jeans that costed 40 USD.
It all was a everyday love story when you find something that suits you're style.
The leather coat and the Levis jeans will be used a lot.
It is better to do buys that suits you're identity and you're souls and use them often, than shop a lot and not use the clothes more than one or two times.
It is possible to have a good style that you like for yourself and that you can stand for who you are by choosing the clothes you love and give you a positive attitude.
I have also cut my hair today and is waiting that it will grow so i can get a better hair cut.
I shaved of all my hair before christmas for the research on cancer case.
I wanted to support this.
Do what you love in life and do not be afraid to change into the real you,
even if you dont look as good as you used to.
It is possible to age and look as yourself and have you're own style.