Traveling Blues.

This weekend i started a new chapter in my life with " Rodeomile. "

I decided on two hours notice to go and visit my son and his girlfriend in the capitol of Norway Oslo.

I did som re- investigation of my life and rediscovered new insights to life and the life i have been living. It was a beautiful time in the capitol Oslo.

I arrived Friday morning and entered the hotell " Radisson Blue Oslo. "

They greeted me with a good deal that i got a room at 9 o`clock in the morning so i could sleep well after traveling the whole night with bus.

I was at peace and exited over being back on my feet again and managing traveling and felt joy and peace with being in motion with life.

I travelled calm, easy and kind.

It was cosy to take the bus and i managed to sleep and the driver was kind and secure.

I felt safe.

It was a weekend of rediscovering.

I had not been out traveling since 2007 and it was about on hight time to do a little work for myself with expanding my life and take an adventure.

I do not manage to get my memory card from my photo camera to work on my computer so i can only show pictures taken with the iPhone i got.

The national museum of art had an exhibition about the lonesome cowboy and smoking commercials. I felt pleases and lucky to see this part of lifestyle shown at the national museum.

I think to be a cowboy is one of the most beautiful state of mind to be in and a way of living that brings you close to nature, yourself and connection with animals.

I felt lucky and with joy the whole weekend.

I was very safe in the streets of Oslo and felt safer than in my own home community.

I walked around feeling small and humble and one in the crowd and was comfortable with that.

I met some celebrities and a famous norwegian writer that laughed at me and my red purse.

It was a memory for life.

I am kind and visited my son on surprise.

He got very happy to see his mother more well of traveling than in years.

I had such a good time that i did not want to go back to my own home of living in because of all the stress there now.

I almost cried and felt small and humble.

The bus ride back was a time in thoughts in how fragile this life can be.

I came home and wondered about all the night philosophy and mental health and understood that problems are created by environment and lack of stability.

I dared for some years ago to take a walk on the wild side, and got addicted to that way of living.

I understand now in my 40`ties that that lifestyle is never coming back.

I got home and felt worried and a bit of fear because all of the stress here.

But i managed to smile and show courage and tell about my blessings from the weekend in Oslo.

But the traveling blues tells me that i probably have a heart on the run for life.

That the heart for me as a home will be the traveling road.

I felt for traveling more and build stable connections with people that are safe and kind.

I understand that i learned a lot, also that i can quit smoking.

I hardly smoked on the weekend travel.

I slept well and had great dinners in different places of the city.

Oslo was kind to me and lifted my spirit.

I was not tired there.

When i got back home i got drained of energy and felt problems creeping up my spine.

I have to say that it will probably not be long before i hit the road again to some other place in Norway.

Radisson Blue gave me a room on 18 floor with a fantastic view and i had freedom in mind to be all me and that was enough and i dont do so much about myself.

There is funny stories from the trip and good clothes bought vintage.

I will come back to this tomorrow.

Norway is blessed with snow and beautiful landscapes and i am thankful to have seen the blue hours from the bus ride home.

And all goes to a picture in the national museum of art.

" Winternight " :

I have to thank my son and his girlfriend for making my life better and so much love for them that i did not want to leave for home.

I wanted to be on the road traveling.

Some choose this way of living.

I found out i need to get a stable base, and so i am ready to travel the world for less money than usual.

Radisson Blue gave me a good deal on the room and had great service and let me hold the room to late night on sunday so i could have a place to rest before i travelled home.

The conclusion is that in right environment all mental disorders are cured and you get to feel the free spirit of the road.

I enjoyed taking buss.