A Walk In The Sun

It has been a while since i have blogged and there has been a reason why.

I have been in grieve and a lot of trouble.

But all can come to an end if you just hold on.

I felt a bit of depression and grieve today.

Life holds all kinds of emotions and it is a lie that it is all glory days.

But today i felt the spring.

I got up and walked to the seaside.

By the seaside here on the islands here is a vintage store.

I stopped there and bought a book support shelf and two books about :

" Moby Dick " By Herman Melville.

It is said that life will change after reading Moby Dick.

I sat by the seaside for an hour and watched the boats go by.

The motors in the boats is like a sound of the oceans heart beat.

I love that sound.

I also got to see a spy ship from the army go by extremely fast.

I do not know why, but i got a bit depressed about all about war and defense.

It is hard that mankind needs such things to keep mankind safe.

I just let the thought go and sat and read and enjoyed lunch.

It was fresh water from a bottle and a chicken wraps.

I was not so very hungry and is working with getting better in shape.

Todays stay by the seaside opened me to feelings.

I felt for crying sometimes and also felt a sense of peace.

It has been hard years for me the last few years.

But i hold on still.

The afternoon i will spend reading :

" Moby Dick. "

And see if my life change.