Let Peace Be You're Mile.

This picture is called : " Victory. "

It is the life of someone that has struggled and i find it beautiful and gorgeous.

It gives me the maning to walk the small roads here on the islands as i did today.

I struggle with family problems.

It is a quite big problem in my life.

I have been held for 5 years on forced treatment, and i have not done anything wrong or bad.

I just do not understand.

I do not get help and support from my family, and it is hard.

I am kind and loving and calm all the time.

But ask them questions about this five years, and do not get an answer.

It has been a hard day.

But in the evening i know i won my own life back in that i reacted to it all with calmness and peace.

It is not easy with people playing the victim all the time,

when it is really me with the five years of isolation from people who has the worse traumas.

I do not get met with empathy in my family for this.

To walk on in life is to stay strong, and not let anyone break you.

I wanted to hospitalize myself this evening, but i got a no and that i should talk to the people here where i live now.

Its hard, it is shitty and it gives me grieve.

After all i have managed to turned the day into a nice time.

I write poems as therapy and for making and publish a book.

I do this in the bed before i go to sleep.

I have written a poem and my thoughts tells me who i am and what i want to give to the world.

A book of poems is timeless.

It will survive my life.

And show the true meaning of what i want to do with my life.

That is writing for people suffering, to find meaning, peace, joy, love and inspiration to go on.

It is possible even in the hardest times.

People do get ill.

It is a fact.

Love break ups can make you go to you're ground levels and make you feel crazy.

It is hard.

I write poems for the loving once.

To get they're feelings back to normal, give comfort and make them move on.

It is also a poem book for people struggling mentally.

Millions do.

I have hope for them all.

It is possible if you adjust you're pride down to nothing at all.

Then you will start to laugh at much more than what you used to do.