Be Yourself

I talked to someone close to me about what i have experienced after years in psychiatric treatment.

It is inspiration and copying the nurses and some doctors do with patients.

A patients fights for they`re identity being hospitalized and trying to make sense of it all.

I discovered when i bought myself new things that were beautiful that other nurses wanted the same. Not all. But many. It was all from books, perfume and clothing.

I have style when i want to, but my identity is so clear that i dont need to dress up all the time. I can stay low and not bother so much on what i wear or smell.

But i said today to one i talked to that many patients have clearer identity than other nurses and more meaning to life. They dont copy or steal others life marks.

Patients are very kind and some of my fellow patients i have daily contact with and they are more understanding and well than many nurses.

It got me to wonder a lot on how the system works.

When nurses find inspiration in patients and not in they're own life they have to go through themselves and give the patients credit for this. They usually dont do this.

The world is a crazy place and i have been witness and made experiences on how crazy it can get.

Sometimes i have wondered if patients are more well in they're own suffering than many working in the health field.

To work in the health field you must have a clear and solid identity and put aside you're ego when you work with patients.

The patients suffers and when they can keep they`re own life in private and be themselves without people wanting to be like them.

It is really unbelievable.

People need to go they`re own way and not copy people in crisis and create more problems.

I am kind and just want people to think over what they do against patients and treat them not good and steal they're style.

To identify with a patient is not healthy.