How It Feels Like Sometimes

This picture is taken of me exhausted after a whole day in life.

I hang in there on medication ( i really dont like to take )

I am in the early 40`ties and have no crisis.

I wear a smile because i am still alive.

I can't understand people having a crisis of age, you should really celebrate each giving day.

I really did not think i would make it through my 30 `ties. 

But here i am still and going strong even though i carry a load i have not asked for myself.

Life can be hard.

Sometimes that is alright and sometimes not.

But i love to live and enjoy whats in it when i feel up to it.

But i have severe side effects of medication.

But i am still in for life and handle it on my own.

The one true thing with me is that i am kind and loving, but i dont put up with people not treating others right.

I have had very bad psychiatric treatment and try to walk on in life with this baggage that is not popular to have. But the honest truth is that in 2020 depression and mental illness will be the largest disease in the world. And there is not so much preventive work for making the numbers go down.

This blogg is my contribution to make life easier for others and knowing that there is solutions even though you dont see them.

My best advice is to follow you're heart and you're inner instinct of love that lies in all humans.

There is a will of love in all of us.